Estos son pensamientos que escribio una buena amiga mia ANDREA R. sobre sus sentimientos y que creo que se aplican a lo que yo tambien estoy sintiendo por el momento...Andy pandy candy I FEEL YOU GIRL...!!!!

*WHAT HAPPEND*

What happened to all those words u said?
What happened to all the love u had?
Did it simply go away, I think of it night and day....
U promised u would never make me cry,
That u rather die....why did u lie?
U promised u would never stop loving me...
That I was your bride to be...
Where did all your promises go?
Seems to me like they faded away,
Seems to me like they just died one day,
Did u wake up and decide I wasn’t good enough for u,
Did u wake up and realize u never really loved me,
Or did u simply forget all the times we had,
All the times we smiled,
All the kisses we gave,
All the times we touched,
All the times u looked into my eyes,
What happened to u?
What happened to me?
What happened to us?
What happened to all those years?
I know that all of this is gone and it hurts
But everyday I wake up and say that your missing on it babe,
and that for u now is just another simple day.....

*REMEMBER*

Remember those days when a kiss use to make everything better,
Remember when the fights we would have where about what movie we would watch, or who was right and who was wrong,
U were my world, I was yours,
We shared everything I can remember,
And no matter what went wrong a smile or a hug would make things a lot better, Every time I would have a bad day u would be there to make everything sweet...
But know it’s been months, weeks, days, time, space....
I can’t even remember what that feeling was,
It hurt so much; I can’t even feel it anymore,
I’m still stuck in time thinking of u,
Still stuck on the stars in your eyes,
I still have left over of your kisses, and words...
What did u do to me? What have u made me into?
What am I supposed to do with myself?
Start all over and forget all this, everything that kept me alive all those years,
Am I supposed to look for u, or just let u go...and forget what was good in my life??....
I guess ill just have to pick up my anchor and keep on sailing thru this life without ever feeling like this again...
Without u my love…

*NO LONGER YOURS*

I’m ready... I’m ready 2 let u go…
I’m ready 2 move on with my life without u...
If u don’t love me why do I want u 2 be part of me..
If u don’t care about me why do I want you to be with me...
Im better of without u...im better off with a person that does care…
Im ready to know what being loved feels like...
im ready to meet new people and give them a chance...
You are just a memory that fades away each day...
I want u out of my head; I want u out of my life...
it was hard for me 2 understand that I don’t need u 2 feel better about myself...
it was hard for me 2 understand that im better than u...
that I don’t have to comfort myself with you’re left overs that I don’t need to be you’re second plate...
im worth more than that im worth a lot more than u...
im letting u go...im erasing u...im starting all over...
and now its just me...no us, no then...
now its just me looking straight up...searching for happiness...and love will come, when its ready 2 come and its going to be a lot better because im worth it...
Eyes with new shiny stars...
Kisses that are given back
Hugs that mean something...
bodies that desire each other...
No more lack of love...
Im better than u... no more putting myself down....
im no longer yours....im finding my way and opening new doors...